What’s the pressure ?

Something is wrong with me ! I am going crazy ! My buttons are being pushed ! Why can’t I cope with life ? What is this pressure ?

You often ignore the first signs of unease or illness your body is sending you. For years you go on living your life on auto mode. In the meantime you get very creative in giving life to different identities so you are able to “operate” in this world, preferably with as less pain as possible !

From monday to friday you are person A, except the evenings at home, where you turn into person B, then from friday evening till monday morning you turn into person C…

In your weekend, in this limited amount of spare time, you try to recharge your batteries, but all you do is exhausting yourself even further ! And again you get busy with unimportant things : you go shopping for useless things and you party all night long ! On sunday you stay in bed, trying to digest your hangover !

Then monday morning a new repetitive cycle starts all over again; endlessly ! Untill one day, you simply feel it is enough, you simply can’t cope anymore ! There’s the nerveous break down or the severe illness, completely shutting off your human plant !

You find yourself depressed, burned out, stressed, exhausted, you have ADD or ADHD, high blood pressure,…you start putting names on your conditions, you are not only tagging your imaginary boxes, you start identifying with them !

Instead of finding out what causes the pain, you start taking pills to ease you off your pain. But all these drugs seem to do is to numb you down even further, forcing you to hide your pain, to throw away the key to this box and to hide it somewhere in your system,….never to be found again !

What if pain, any pain, mental or fysical is just a resistance to your natural self ? What if this pain just means you are out of course, out of alignement with your naturel self ?

Could it be that you are in pain because society is pushing you in some kind of direction without you being aware of it ? A direction that is not yours…

What if you feel deep down in your core, that the way the world goes isn’t that natural after all ?

What if you are sane in an insane world and you just keep blaming yourself for not being who you really are ?

As Laura sings : You will know in the end that this is fiction. It’s in your mind ! Live your life instead ! So tell me what’s the pressure ?

Phuro! Be inspired!

The choise is (y)ours !

“And so it is, that both the devil and the angelic Spirit present us with objects of desire to awaken our power of choise.”

Rumi

You are in the middle of nowhere with your best friend. You have no idea where you are and suddenly you find yourself at a fork in the road. Which way to go ? You both look at each other, lifting your shoulders up. No one knows. Both of you are tired and need a quiet place to rest. Then your friend says : “the decision is yours…I’m too tired to make a good one, whatever you do, I trust you completely. Left are right ? Tell me !”

As you are talking, cars are passing by, you and your friend notice that all cars take the way to the right.

“Give me five minutes” you tell your friend, while you leave the car and you walk towards the nearest tree.

 

Your friend thinks “Ahhh…that should make it easy for us, this is surely a sign from God….as so many cars took the right side, it must lead us to something good. And that left road probably leads to an old secondary road, leading to one of these old dusty towns.”

…..Without uttering a word you hop back into your car and you turn the car to the left. You stay silent, but It doesn’t take long before your friend asks you : “Didn’t you see all these cars passing by and heading to the right ?”

“Yes I did see them.”

“I really thought you were going to choose the road to the right.”

“Because the other cars did ? What if those people were like us ? Not having a clue which way to take and now blindly following each other ? What makes you discern whether something is a blessing in disguise or a poisoned present ?”

“Well how did you choose between left and right, wright or wrong, earlier ?” My friend asked.

 

“While I was out of my car at that cross point, I silenced myself for 5 minutes so I could relax and center myself. I breathed deeply and I knew that when I opened my eyes, everything would be right.”

“But what made you turn to the left, “my friend now asked impatiently ! “I believed those cars were an answer to your prayer !”

I smiled : “Nature answered us with a beautiful flock of ducks passing in the sky coming from that direction. They were loudly quacking and I clearly heard their wings clapping in the wind as they flew over us, the breeze following them ended in the tree next to me. I felt a shiver running over my shoulder.”

“That‘s a crazy story” my friend said. “What do you believe those birds told you ? “ he said.

“They told me they never fly towards danger, but always away from it !”

 

 

Phuro! Be inspired!

The time is now !

We are like the dreamer who dreams, and then lives inside the dream. But who is the dreamer?

David Lynch (Monica Bellucci scene, Twin Peaks)

I know it is a paradox to stay calm amidst the storm, but even though outer circumstances force you into a certain direction or there is seemingly chaos around you, it is often the ego’s last attempt to stay in control, trying to suck you back into darkness.

First wavers have often received a shock treatment and many of us have learned through hardship or trial & error. Many of us feel they have been hit hard, tested in their faith and strength. We have been the buffer zones for a very long time !

Many are at the end of their strength and do have a feeling of crawling towards the finish line. Doubts creep in again. Now it is a matter of trusting your intuition completely. It’s about answering the call right now and accepting what you came to do right here, right now.

 “Death is an illusion, life is a dream and you are the creator of your own imagination.”

 LJ Vanier

The path of liberation is one of setting your soul free. If you have faith in your inner feeling, you don’t go looking for outer signs anymore; and your capacities of inner knowing grow the more you speak your truth.

When you are standing your own ground and drop all worry, your soul rejoices and says “finally back to our essence !” The soul revives each time you drop tension and fear !

 

“But what if I am alone ?” You might ask.

Spirit would answer :  “you are never alone”.

“But what if I’m not capable ?”

“You are always strong enough”, spirit would answer.

“But I am afraid !” you say.

and spirit answers :

“How can you be afraid of the dark

when you yourself are light ?”

 

Phuro! Be inspired!

 

 

 

The fear of death

“The fear of death is born with man, though this is the only thing he knows is certain to happen to him. Attachment to material things make man cling to life.”

On the verge of death people often feel regret and remorse.

Regret for unspoken things, regret for the fears that they couldn’t face. Remorse for the harm that they have caused, remorse for all the quarrels and the fights !

On the verge of death people often feel guilt and shame, hate and resentment, there are still wounds and pains that they have left untouched. There are still things that weigh them down.

On the verge of death people fear to be punished by a judgemental God !

If they could forgive themselves and others for all the harm being done and clear their unfinished businesses, they wouldn’t have to carry that much with them !

For years they have been struggling and postponing their happiness. They often don’t realise they were chasing an illusion but now it’s too late to make a change !

Don’t wait till the verge of death to liberate you from your fears and to free yourself from the weights of anger and hate.

Don’t wait till the verge of death to spend time with loved ones and to do the things that really matter…

Don’t wait until it’s too late to be loving and forgiving !

Phuro! Be inspired!

When you chant the Name of the Divine, when you are one with the Divine, you accept death. While you are attached to life and afraid of death, you die with that fear and that weight clinging to you.

If you have attained liberation you are free from death, you accept the inevitable.
You die without fear and by remembering the Name of God, your soul leaves the body free of that fear and attachment. 

If you are reborn, your soul is still free from that fear. If you die in “unity”, you are free from rebirth, unless you will it.”

Babaji

 

 

 

 

The tree of life

I may often stand alone in this life,
but I never stand by myself.

Just as I cannot separate from my own shadow,
so are all the qualities of The Tree of Life deep within me.

I am the Living Tree of Life
built of Earth, Water, Fire, Air and Ether.
Linked to the chain of cause and effect
moved by the Cosmic Energy,
the rhythm of time and space

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And yet nothing can ever be added to my perfection.

In moments of my tranquillity,
I know it is the Creator
who looks through my eyes, listens through my ears,
and feels through my heart.

I know that it is the endless chain of creation,
and the Sacred Space in me,
that joyfully co-creates,

While it feels, and thinks, and loves, and shares.

I have been crucified on the dead cross of space and time
Yet I live;

And yet no longer I,
but The Essence of Life Itself liveth in me

As the Living Tree of Life
a living bridge
between Mother Earth and Father Sky

I am Infinity’s End

“The Tree of Life” was written, published and © by Transpersonal LifeStreams®, Tasmania, Australia.
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Painting by Richard Quinn

No back to black

“In order to control myself I must first accept myself by going with and not against my nature.”

Bruce Lee

Pillars of light draw much attention. A lot of people see them as a threat to their existence. People get afraid when you hold a mirror in front of them. They are afraid their life will be disturbed in some kind of way…

It looks like they are saying : “I am used to this sleep…to this numbness ! Don’t wake me up !” or “Leave me alone…why even try ?” They don’t ask this important question : “Who am I ?”

Your life is your responsibility. You can always choose and act according to your own feelings. You can always decide for yourself what goes “with” or “against” your own nature !

You can repeat : “I can’t do this !”. You can continue selling to yourself “I am not worthy of…” and do a lifetime of penance or you can start talking positive to your self and start feeling good about yourself.

When you tell your body a lie, your body responds with weakness. It can literally stop you. Stop resisting or postponing the good that comes to you…

We are so used to focus on negative things, whe shy away from all positivity and goodness, we don’t believe in our capabilities anymore. You can make a decision now and stop playing the victim. You have creative powers ! All things already exist as mere possibilities and you can choose what you want to experience.

When you experience negativity, feel blocked, tensed or scared, learn to calm yourself & learn to focus your attention, before these illusions take control over your life. Brush them out of your inner belief system. It can look like a mess at first, but see what jewels you can find in a dust off barn !

Phuro! Be inspired!

Yeah, it’s been a ride
I guess I had to, go to that place, to get to this one
Now some of you, might still be in that place
If you’re trying to get out, just follow me
I’ll get you there

 

The winged horse of the apocalypse

Awakening poem

 

Images speak to the eyes,

They tell what mine sees

And these aren’t lies…

 

 

If I could express

how I feel today,

It would be like this,

A winged horse of the Apocalypse,

 

 

Stripped off the flesh,

nothing but bones

One thing to say :

Carrying my wings,

In a Glorious way.

 

 

Stricken, not beaten,

Wearing my crown,

Goodness is victorious

At the end of times !

 

 

If you believe, 

And I know Who You Are,

Be strong, We are One,

We’ve come this far…

 

 

God has spoken :

“What Love has bound,

Will come to pass,

May Peace prevail on earth

at last”

 

 

Wiena 

Phuro! Be inspired

Ask why ?

“The more you educate yourself the more you understand where things come from the more obvious things become and you begin to see lies everywhere. You have to know the truth and seek the truth and the truth will set you free.”

Jordan Maxwell

I believe we all know what healthy choices are but looking at our cart when we go shopping, we still find them packed with the opposite things.

Ask yourself some questions : Did our grandparents have food allergies when they were young ? How many children had ADHD/ADD ? How many were on antidepressants or painkillers ? Who had autism, asperger or any kind of other severe neurological disorder ? How many adults were depressed or burned-out ? How many of them took more than 20 pills a day ? When people felt sick, what kind of advice did their doctor give ? This list of questions can go on endlessly…

Today you are an influencer when you are able to reach a big audience to promote or sell someone’s products. I believe an influencer is :

Someone who draws our attention on the pitfalls of society,

Someone who does his own research not only to gain knowledge for himself but to share it with other people,

Someone who provides sustainable solutions for humanity,

Someone who never consents to something that feels bad,

Someone who never stops asking questions, never stops asking why !

In whatever profession you find yourself in, whether healthcare, politics, finances, education, religion,… think your own thoughts and speak out loud when they try to sell you another lie !

Phuro! Be inspired!

Find your flow !

“I am the center of my own web of circumstances and as I change so must my outer world.”

Neville

Maybe you stumbled on this website because you were looking for inspiration or motivation, maybe you were looking for help or assistance because you feel blocked in life. Maybe you just feel alone or not understood by your surroundings. Maybe you are awakening and your realize that it isn’t an easy process and you wonder if other people are experiencing the same.

I know it is not always easy to tell out loud what you feel inside, or to participate in another dumbed-down daily life conversation again. I know what it feels like being in no-man’s land, being an outlaw, fitting in nowhere ! The awakening process often brings you to dark places and leaves you scarred, not knowing who you truly are.

“There’s a blue moon
Or a bright sun
Shining in every sky
Better think twice
Before this life baby
Just passes you by”

Maybe as a child you were told several times you couldn’t do something, or you were beaten and you grew up feeling unappreciated, unworthy or worse : unloved ! It can be difficult in bringing all these experiencing up to the surface and to find your king-pin, your oppressor, your core resisting thoughts and beliefs !

As you move through the pain, you will gain more confidence in your capabilities and in your moves. When you feel drained by the struggle in life, sometimes all it takes is a spark of faith ! Sooner or later there will be a turning point where you finally start letting go, detaching yourself from all these low inner states.

“Everyone knows there’s no
Sure way of telling
Which way to go
Open your heart
Come on let’s start
Making a new love grow”*

What’s it worth ?

You are. You are worth it ! You are worth to not only live or exist but you are worth to live a happy life ! If you are not convinced by this statement then you still resist your own happiness !

Keep stripping off all these limited identities and conditions and accept the being that you are. Accept how powerful you are and start flowing with life again !

I hope you are a visitor ready for self empowerment, ready to take another outlook on life, I hope this is a place where you can feel at ease and start being at peace with yourself !

“Tell me what is takes
Tell me what it takes
To get a happy look
And a smile on your face
Tell me what it takes
Tell me what it takes
To make the sadness end
And start living again”*

 

Phuro! Be inspired!

 

*Song : Tell me what it takes ~Soulsister

 

 

 

 

 

 

Psychic protection

“We should never respond to attack by attack, thus bringing ourselves down to the moral level of our attackers !”

Dion Fortune

Our mind is divisible into two parts, each with its own separate powers and functions. We call these the conscious mind or the objective and the subconscious mind or subjective mind. The conscious mind uses the 5 senses as its medium to perceive this world. Its highest function is the reasoning faculty.

The subconscious mind is the seat of our emotions and our storehouse of memory. It performs at its best when the outer senses are brought to silence. The subjective mind is constantly “subject” to the power of suggestion, from our own objective mind, from other people and from other invisible entities.

Auto-suggestion is given by our conscious mind to our subconscious mind. Positive affirmations will help you focus your mind on good thoughts and feelings but we must impress our subconscious mind !

The subconscious mind belongs to a much earlier phase of evolution than the conscious mind, a phase prior to the development of speech. To address it in words, is like speaking to a man in a language he does not understand. In order to deal with it we must use another kind of language.

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We must make a mental picture of the thing we want done and hold it in consciousness untill it begins to influence and sink into the subconsciousness. The subconscious mind will understand this picture, and act upon it. If you say to your subconscious mind, “Don’t be frightened,” and you make a mental picture of the fearful situation, the result will be the thing you’ve feared the most, because the subconsious will only see the picture and discard the negative words, because the word “not” and “no” means nothing to it !

“When I express any of the heart virtues, I place them through the lens of oneness and equality. That’s where they achieve their potency in expression. Then I take that experience and quite literally send it to my head region, imagining that experience is placed in the pineal gland in the center of the brain. This is my way of mailing it to everyone through the unconscious mind.”

Dr Neruda

Time and space don’t exist in the realm of thoughts. If we think of a person, we are already in touch with that person. If we picture them clearly, it is as if we were face to face with them. If we picture them vaguely, it is as if we saw them in the distance. If the thought is strong (purity of mind and intention, of high vibration) , distance makes no difference. If it is weak (not focused and not heartfelt, of low vibration) it will have no effect at all !

When a person is in sympathetic vibration with a thought-form – whether it is a blessing or a curse – then that thought-form will remain with that person, it can activate itself at any given moment. It will strengthen that particular vibration in the person.

If the person is not responsive to this vibration, then the thought-form cannot affect it at all. The balanced person will return the energy, with the same force the sender has broadcasted it !

“Until the aura is pierced, there can be no entrance to the soul, and the aura is always pierced from within by the response of fear or desire going out towards the attacking entity. If we can inhibit that instinctive emotional reaction, the edge of the aura will remain impenetrable, and will be as sure a defence against psychic invasion as the healthy and unbroken skin is a defence against bacterial infection.”

Arthur A. Powell

You can protect yourself by imagining yourself in a golden bubble of protection. Mantras can help to calm you during an attack. You can ask your angels to remove all negative or evil influences in the name of Christ, and then thank them afterwards. A pure heart and mind are the best protection against “occult attacts”, acttacts of feeling and thought ! Shield yourself from negativity and protect your energy body, your mental and astral body from being penetrated !

“Nothing can be achieved without knowledge and yet everything can be achieved just through a pure heart !”

Babaji

We may not be able to stop others from casting spells on us and sending us curses, (whether it is done out of ignorance or deliberately) but we can balance ourselves so that these spells can’t find proper ground in our bodies to settle. We should never react with anger, fear or hate, reinforcing that state within ourselves !

Phuro! Be inspired!